Someone remind me not to do this again

holy smokes this was stressful 18 expirations on triple witching day I think i have 8 more April 14 2 on may 20 Six mid June and then 3 more sprinkled into the fall Don’t mean to want to fast forward my life but I need to stop selling puts On attractive stocks. This latest dip would have been a great time to buy Why didn’t I ? Because I didn’t want to have zero cash and have all these things mature So here I sit on a big pile of cash and praying these things don’t actually come to pass That’s a really weird way to live